It's happening: the Anxiety, that feeling that I'm losing time, but the feeling that I can do anything it just a day.
Just within this week I was able to write three songs, and yet I feel like I'm just running out of time.
That's all I've been feeling the last few day. What if those songs I spent hours writing are terrible, what if no one connects with my story, what if it's just boring all together and the forty-five minutes I have to preform feels like I've been singing nonsense for forty-five minutes.
When I start feeling this way, I take a moment to step back, and look at what I made, everything I wrote, and I think to myself, Maybe this is worth the struggle. And when I think this way, I feel like I can do anything.
And when I remember this, I can't help but sing to myself. The one song of mine that gets stuck in my head is from my opening number. I had to start recording rough copies of these songs for the performers, and I started with the one I find fun.
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